Recovering Your True Self and Beating The Demons Within. Find Your MInd, Body and Soul.
Watch Your Character, For it Becomes Your Destiny
Just as your words, become actions.
Hopefully, this story about me changing myself and trying to find where I want to be in life, expressing myself and starting a process of documenting my journey- maybe I can save a life. If this bog touches one heart and helps them understand that life is perish and is needed to be cherished. Although, I speak about finding yourself and your inner soul, drug addiction is my inspiration. I took such a negative aspect and put into positive words. As you are reading, you can think of replacing I with your name, your story, yourself and begin to see that life has more to offer than we think. There are mountains we still haven't explored and questions we have not answered.
Look up in the sky, imagine every star you see has at least 4-5 planets rotating one star. Imagine the possibility out there. We are lucky to even be here. We are responsible for our own happiness and nobody owes us anything. We determine our own destiny. There are five simple sentences, in which I am touched by; therefore I began to I live by and actually tattooed on my rib cage, close to my heart, on my body and within my soul; To ensure I follow them.
“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”
There
is an active space between where I am and where I want to be. The work
it took to get to the place where I felt connected to the source of my
inspiration required me to be fully engaged in my own success. As we all
are, I AM 100%
responsible for my own happiness, devotion, and motivation and by that I
mean my own means to an end. Every one of us has a dream, yet my dreams
requires me to
tune in and be receptive to what it is that I most desire from life and
in death. For me, life and death come hand in hand, and no one has
evewr come back to let us know what is after death. In my generation it
seems as if we are surrounding with the youth and drug addiction, many people passing away and not
cherishing life. This is one thing I need to make sure i Keep corrected.
I need to find my inner-self, my chi, my in.
When
I stopped trying to be what I thought I needed to be and focused on
what my soul wanted to be, it seemed as if the universe started to shift in my favor. This
shift forced me to go within and take a good look at the choices I was
making.
As a result, I chose to implement a few simple, yet powerful,
changes in my life. I also chose to stop lingering in the ‘what if’s’ or
the ‘cursed how’s’ of getting to where I wanted to be and I eventually
came to the jumping off point. In that moment, I discovered many of the obstacles that were keeping me
stuck were of my own creation. I am responsible for my success and my
life, not anyone else. NO one is going to give me a hand out or make it
easier, and if they do, it is not going to be worth it in the end.
I
stopped acting like a victim, blaming others, and the higher powers for
where I was in my life. Asking why Me, is out of my vocabulary.
I had to separate myself from the idea that I was helpless, stuck or being deprived of glory by the All Mighty Power.
I also found out that I had to shape shift my idea of what GOD was. I
realized that the Great Cosmic Wizard in the Sky was not trying to
destroy me, nor did ‘he’ have it out for me. In fact, I was not the sole
target of his relentless anger and scorn and I was not a hopeless
sinner. My thinking was based upon the limited vision I possessed at
that time.
Today,
I see every struggle and ounce of suffering as a time of refinement. I
was not being punished and I was not forsaken. This belief is false and I
now reject it. Life happened and it happened to me! There is nothing I
can do to change it. The only thing I can change is my reaction to
whatever part of me believed the lies that kept me in a perpetual state
of being a victim. By releasing the victim mentality, I reestablished a
deep connection to a more realistic loving source of creation that was
crucial for my being in the moment, which is really the only thing that
matters to me now.
I got active in my life and I stood up to the nagging inner voice of unrealistic fears and misery. I became the Hero in my life, I became Majesty.
Because
I was unsure of who I was becoming and how I was going to achieve
success from my new found perspective on life, I needed to accept where I
was. After all, it was I that made all the choices that got me to this
point in my life, which was mostly good, but I desired more. I
discovered that my power was not ‘out there’, it was within me and was
waiting to be awakened. When I was resistant to change I stayed the
same. When I embraced change I felt happier. It was evident that I had
to accept where I was and I did. It was not easy, but what I focused on I
got more of. If I looked for misery I always had company. If I looked
for happiness someone always seemed to notice and joined me on the sunny
side of the street. Soon, I created a new pattern of relaxing into life
as it was. I simply chose to be happy even if I had to fake it from
time to time. This shift in perception freed up so much time that I was
finally able to dream a bigger dream without the approval that I once
needed from others.
Do You Believe in Miracles and “What Else is Possible? What and Who Else is Out There?
Miracles
began to happen when I established a relationship between my pain and
what purpose it served in my life. “What else is possible” is an open
ended question that shifted my thoughts from disaster and chaos
mentality to productivity and possibility. It also transformed the
thoughts that were preventing me from the emotional freedom I desired.
Those thoughts were on loop and told me lies like: I was not good
enough, broken, or not worthy of living a joyful, rich, happy, and
successful life. No matter what I have been through, if I continue to
seek guidance and wisdom, I will continue to become stronger than I
could have ever imagined I could be in this lifetime. I think, Therefore, I AM ! We have people whom heal with prayer,
Life
is for the living. My life and progression in my own hands. If I give into fear
or limit myself, in any way, I am at risk of failure, more so than doing
nothing because of the fear of failing. I was done waiting for the
‘right time’ to begin, act or move forward! Life is short and time is
precious. Procrastination breeds stagnation. Finally, I stepped out of
the shackles of confinement and into the freedom of accomplishment. To
be successful at anything I had to begin by letting go of the results.
I
had to remind myself that, I
will remind myself that life is given to everyone for a reason. That
the Almighty Majesty Upstairs has a reason for all of us, and should
also be reminded that we are grateful by full-filling your inner self.
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